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Date: October 15, 2008
Song(s) of the Day: Alicia Keys "I Am" album, N.E.R.D.apos;s "Spaz", "Happy", "You Know What" and "Sooner or Later", Jennifer Hudsonapos;s "Spotlight", Ray LaMontagneapos;s "Trouble", Terrence Trent Dapos;Arbyapos;s "Delicate" and "Wishing Well", Jack White and Alicia Keys "Another Way to Die", Flock of Seagulls "Ran so far Away", John Legend feat. Andre 3000apos;s "Greenlight", Justiceapos;s "D.A.N.C.E.", The Tankapos;s "Please donapos;t go", Chaka Khanapos;s "Ainapos;t Nobody", Tom Pettyapos;s "Runninapos; down a dream", Beckapos;s "Black Tambourine", Death Cab for Cutieapos;s "I will possess your heart", Govt. Muleapos;s "Iapos;m a Ram", Damien Rice and Allison Hannigan "Live at Union Station Album", Bloc Partyapos;s "Bluest Light", Ozzy Osbourneapos;s "No more tears", Foo Fighterapos;s "Pretender" and "Let it Die", Caesarapos;s "Jerk it Out", Robert Randolph and the Family Bandapos;s "Calypso", Susie Suhapos;s "Your Battlefield", P.M. Dawnapos;s "Iapos;d die without you"...and thatapos;s all Napster would let me get down before it froze again...sheesh

Dear Livejournal, it has been a YEAR, and some change, since my last confession and boy how time has changed me. Letapos;s get to the "big deal" first. I quit being an engineer. Interesting how that decision came about...
Well, I hated being an engineer. I havenapos;t looked through all my old journals but Iapos;m sure the lines "I am this close to slitting my wrists before I go into work--EVERYDAY" or my "Fuck you, fuck you, your cool list" or the rant of "how this place is killing my soul Sucking it through my eyeballs like a damn Suckubus This whole God damned place is a GIANT SUCKUBUS"...you know the usual. Well, one day I went into Hell, my favorite place to chill, and I was talking to one of the bartenders, Care Bear. I was sipping my drink and telling Care Bear about how much I hate my job...and then I stopped.

Man, Iapos;m whiny If I hate my job so much, why donapos;t I just quit and find a job where I donapos;t want to do physical harm to myself or others?? So right then and there, I quit my job--in my head. Of course, it didnapos;t take effect until another 2 weeks (finding a new job, getting my finances straight, etc.), but man The fact that I was leaving through a HURRAH amongst my co-workers. Not that I was leaving, they loved me, but that I was escaping the Suckubus and pursuing what I really should of been doing--the arts :cD

Yep folks, were back to the arts again. That creative energy that we so neglect and suppress on a daily basis. Well...NO MAS I decided to take some classes over at TCC Portsmouth, The Visual Arts Center, I took a drawing class and a photography class while still working for the Suckubus. I am now a double major in both Photography especially being my new lover...mmh..mmh..mmh...good. I started taking those classes and making the decision to leave NGNN was even easier

I had a job lined up, but that fell through. But that is what savings are for ladies and gentlemen. Moved in with a 2 other girls, got my money right, and started looking for a new job. Go figure that I got a job in Hell...Hellapos;s Kitchen on the Bay that is Haha
Money is tight, but good. Iapos;m having a BLAST Iapos;ve had the day to work out--oh I did a Rock N Roll Half Marathon last year...and I finished Since then, Iapos;ve been working out, off and on, but now OFFICIALLY ON and I feel great I will have 3 to 4 days off at a time for school and other projects that Iapos;ve taken on. Check it out:

1) I started a business with my parents. Iapos;m going to be selling my dadapos;s banana pudding sauce. I am the sales team as well as the marketing/advertising specialist. This was all my idea Yeah I was going to go small, but with my parents wanting to go big, as in Walmart, Food Lion, Krogerapos;s etc. I needed their know-how. Man There is a lot of stuff you have to do that I didnapos;t even think about too so this is a BIG PROJECT for us all

2) Iapos;m learning how to play guitar and growing out the apos;fro Learning isnapos;t TOO bad, but the theory confuses me a bit. But itapos;s coming along.

3) Like I said, Iapos;m working out again. Swimming, running, pilates, yoga. Going to do some 5K, 10K and work my way up to the half marathon and all of that.

4) Getting my money organized for buying a house and just getting myself situated period Thatapos;s a task in itself boy And the reading...well, Suze Ormanapos;s book was on POINT But some of the others...I fall asleep EVERYTIME 7 pages into the book...so boring

5) I am about to get paid for taking photography, which of course is freaking me out But the more you know, you know...
Doing this will really get me into doing more artistic photography and probably even motivate me to do some other types of artistic outlets. I was thinking jewelry making (for the photography shots) and painting (commercial paintings for corporations and executives)

6) You knew this one was coming...learning how to make wine, beer and sake. Considering there is a store right around the corner who sells the kits of this stuff for next to nothing...oh yeah If I could learn that trade, well thereapos;s idea number 3 (Idea number 2 is in progress)

Phew, Right

And of course not to mention me going to the gun range, going to concerts (N.E.R.D), shopping, traveling, and dating.....BWAHAHAHAHAHA...Iapos;m sorry, Iapos;m sorry You know I had to slip that last one in there Hahahaha Oh man....

BUT...

There is, sorta-kinda a guy, named um...S.B.T.B. That I really, REALLY like. But, weapos;ll see what happens with that guy. I wonapos;t see him until Feb./March of next year anyways, so...

SLAP SLAP Stay focused

Oh and of course, I donapos;t drink as much anymore. Remember those 10 shots of tequila, no problem? Yeah...3 shots of anything and Iapos;m feelinapos; just fine for the next COUPLE of hours. Donapos;t go out as much and get into shenanigans <---(spell check) like I used to. And because of it, Iapos;m saving THOUSANDS Geez...

Uhhh...well, thatapos;s all I can think of in updating you of all that has happened within the past year. Itapos;s alot hunh...yeah. Iapos;m still processing it myself, but man does this all feel right. Iapos;m FINALLY, FINALLY moving on the right path I should have been on LIGHT YEARS ago No better time than now right?

Well, someone told me I should start writing you again, to keep those fresh ideas flowing. So here I am.

Peace, love and new beginning again

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